On the Flip Side

MY gf is amazing.

- Blake

Selfishness

You will never be human. You're just like the rest of them. You're a mindless robot. All you care about is what makes your batteries keep going, and THAT is attention. Good luck getting anywhere with that, soon enough no one will want to give you the attention you NEVER give back to them, and your batteries will die, and you will be alone.

- Blake

Realize

If someone were to ask me to describe you, I would say that you're a cancer. Your selfishness completely overshadows you as a person now. Im tired of having cancer, so I cut the cancer out of my life.

You.

I found something, I found a cure. And now you're alone. So, have fun with it.

- Blake

My Observation

I was listening to my music with my gf on my ipod right after we smoked. While doing this I got a new perspective on my own music as if it were another person as opposed to myself. I'm not trying to sound conceited... but I think I may be a musical genius.

- Blake

Rock House Productions

Time to bring back RHP,

- Blake

:-)

Hmmm,

So I have started to worry more about my music than I have about other people and my well being. This forces me to express myself at a more sophisticated level than I have before with music. All I can say is, I can't wait to get home and see my family, friends, and someone special.

Gah! Glad I felt better today!

- Blake

Battle of the Bands Pics

Here are the pics from Battle of the Bands. Enjoy.

- Blake

Break.

Today I could get some work done? Yes.

I have broken all contact with the outside world for a while. My only point of contact is this blog and twitter. I keep my phone on but I wont answer it for a while unless its an emergency. I de-activated my facebook yesterday and I don't know when I am going to be done with this 'isolation' I am putting myself into. My mood swings have become completely uncontrollable and I need to simplify my life as much as possible in order to regain the ability to take control over my life. I don't want to know what everyone is up to, I don't want to spend any unnecessary time with anyone. My parents come back here in 19 days to visit my brother and I, but I will come back into contact with the rest of the world before I leave here and go home for a month for Christmas break.

This gives me chance for some self reflection and for me to get back on track with school and my music. Not to mention my movie ideas and my music production.

- Blake

....

Sadly,

I am losing my mind... Not too much longer, and I'll be completely overtaken by this.

- Blake